bitter end...

30th May 2010

If today still counted.. it will be 133 days...3192 hours ...191520 minutes ..
the word 520 in the minutes means so much to me... I had been a very bad boyfriend for almost two hundred thousand minutes.. I feel so sorry .. I m not good enough for you ...

When I woke up this morning...
It reminds me about the breakfast and newspaper you've bought...
I won't forget it...
When lunch..I'll think of bintang tujuh mee and maggi goreng plus teh ais/limau ais we always had .
And when night reach... our favourite chicken chop rice from OLD PLACE restaurant...
When I walk towards the car park..You always walked behind me and I'll say 'why u so slow gah'
..whatever i do..whatever i eat and drink...wherever i go...it keep reminds me of u...
I had fried chicken just now for supper... you always tell people my favourite food was fried chicken..tears actually drop from my eyes..but i have to be tough.. my brothers are beside me..i dont wanna make them worried..

Now no one is beside me..
Finally..I can let my tears flows..
I may be rude to you sometimes... But in my heart... I do not mean it...
I'm really sorry.. I dont wanna hurt u more thats why I decided to end our relationship..
I'm really really really sorry bi .. T.T